Friday, October 15, 2010

friday, friday

todays horrorscope does not make me feel any better about life right now.

You could get a taste of the intense times that still lay ahead for you. Today's little "fast forward" may be instrumental as you try to figure out what you want to do next. But don't make any crucial decisions yet, for you haven't had sufficient time to explore the different paths that have just opened. Instead, remain open to where you are going; you should have plenty of time later to make a more informed choice.

bah! Latest developments include huge fight w/ Gary, which was resolved (thank goddess!), I mistakenly thought my RHAB class was @ 4, when it was @ 3 and my prof wouldnt let me turn in the take home quiz OR take the midterm; we are STILL moving to Dennisport; Gary got a job; my sis jill is single again (aww :( ], and..I got ANOTHER job at Stop N Shop in Yarmouth. woot.

now off to write an apologetic & begging email to my prof....

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Work & etc

i am SO tired. My knees & feet are aching. I smell like coffee & this new maple sausage that smells so sweet it makes me nauseous.  yuck. Yes, I am Dunkin Donuts. Well, its a job. Ext 6 off Rt 6 in Barnstable, MA. $8/hr sucks compared to my last 14.40 full time job, but hey, its money. This way I can pay the friggin bills.

Gary & I are looking at apts/houses. So far we have 1 that we will probably move into, in Brewster, with a TINY kitchen. BUT, it is RIGHT in the woods, which I love & I am sure moose will too.

CCRI is fine and I am  hoping to get into Cape Cod Community College (hereafter known as 4C's) for their massage therapy program.

I got business cards & created a website for my Reiki business: Phoenix Rising Reiki! yay! Phoenix Rising Reiki.I also have a FB page for it: FB Phoenix Rising Reiki Page

ok, gary's home & off to Center st (junkyard) for stuff for his truck, Brewster Welding.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

banks irritate me

Today Gary & I were at Shaws/Starmarket and we get through the line to pay, I swipe my card, and its denied. Okay...I know I have $$. I reswipe and that doesn't work. Go to the ATM and that doesn't work.Call BOA, check account; yup, I have $. I call BOA customer service on the way to a BOA branch and it turns out that the card services ppl put a hold on my card b/c of "suspicious transactions". This is a good thing I guess, BUT quite inconvenient and annoying for me. I get transfered to those ppl and get it all straightened out. Ok, thanks BOA for once again irritating me & making my life harder.

Monday, September 13, 2010

interesting link

I saw this article today on the Projo website (Providence Journal): 

I agree, though believing in angels is hard to explain to people who know I am a pagan not  Wiccan though! I'm not Wiccan because I do not follow ANY  organized religion

and now my text is all messed up. argh! 

Friday, September 10, 2010

well its been awhile..

and here I am again, neglecting my journal as I did with my hardbound journals in the early days of my life. Its been a hectic month or so. Ive had a few interviews but no job offers yet. I realized i didnt register in time for classes @ UCD so I'm out this semester. I did register @ CCRI but then didnt pay on time so they deleted my schedule but I got that mostly squared away. I'm taking classes towards a Therapeutic Massage associates. Funny how I am getting an associates now that i already have my bachelors. I'm taking the intro to occupational therapy class too but I am not sure I want to stay in it. We'll see.

Did I post that gary & I are engaged? Well, we are! The wedding isnt 'til Sept 2012 but I am already preparing. yay!

I am sick today so I think I may go lie back down now..

Saturday, August 14, 2010

utter distgust

Glen Stanton from Focus on the Family will be at this marriage celebration in Warwick Neck. Just what RI needs more of, oppression and gay-haters! BOO!

Out here in Denver I am going hiking w/ my pal Lydia today! WOO! I love the Rocky Mtns! Pics later!

Thursday, August 12, 2010

i love colorado

i really want to move there!! Denver is amazing!!
Went to Red Rocks, the Mt. falcon park, and hiked w/ some cohort friends. I made it about 3/4 of the way up the mountain then my headache started to come back. Nancy was getting dizzy too, so we turned around and walked back.there were SO many bikers there too! Then we went down to the town of Morrison, Co, and had dinner @ some great mexican restaurant. Thanks lydia!! I put pics on my fb, but i will put them up on photobukcet too.

Feeling better today, finally!

Dinner thing, recognition for the cohort 11 folks. Hanging w/ a MACC VISTA friend tonight too!

Sunday, August 8, 2010


i uploaded some pics yesterday from Denver travels, day 1. I LOVED seeing Red Rocks and Evergreen, Co

check out my pics at
my denver album

Saturday, August 7, 2010


I made it to Denver last night around 9 and to my friend Lydia's around 11. LONG night.

Today we have 16 articles to read and we are gonna go see some scenery! WOO! I'll update more later

Thursday, August 5, 2010

school & g-f free offer

 hello again. Today I am packing and prepping for the trip to Denver tomorrow. I'll be gone until Aug 15th, unless I have to leave earlier. Grad school is something I tried and did not do well with, at least not this time. I have to go to Denver to finish this Psych of DV class and maybe start the next dv class. We'll see.

I get emails from Jules Gluten Free and she just put out an ebook about going back to school gluten free. The link is below.  Make sure to use code b2s when you are checking out to get it for FREE. I really like her recipes!
Jules Gluten Free ebook offer

Wednesday, August 4, 2010


My thoughts and prayers go out to the people of Pakistan, who are not only dealing with a war, but are now dealing w/ flooding.
CNN coverage

todays horrorscope

"No matter how great your current accomplishments are now, you'll still probably fall short of your own expectations. Keep in mind that you can learn a lot about yourself by examining your individual history. When you begin to understand what motivates you to be successful, you'll also be on the road to finding out what makes you happy."

That hits the nail RIGHT on the friggin head...

didnt sleep for anything last night. finished a book @ 8 on to Tempted

Sunday, August 1, 2010


i dont know if anyone reads this yet...but I am having lots of financial difficulties and am looking to find a new home(s) for my lovely lady kitties.Its very unfortunate but hard times have definitely hit. Please check out my listing. If you know of anyone who is looking for kitties, please send them to me!!

11 years

Well, its been 11 years since my father, Gary Carl Tildes, died. It seems like just yesterday and of course I miss him a ton. This was him.

Rest in peace, Daddy.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010


A family hired a maid who took care of the kids and made meals, etc, who they thought was a woman but wasnt!


Tuesday, July 27, 2010


A realization hit me today: I need to go see a therapist again. Ugh. too much stuff going on that I really need to talk to a professional about.

Found out that the ex-asshole-douchebag has Facebook. That will be a big BLOCK!

Still going to Denver August 6-15.

Sunday, July 25, 2010

good time site

One of my fave sites, especially when I am feeling blue, is LolCatz. One that cheered me up for the morning...

funny pictures of cats with captions
see more Lolcats and funny pictures

oh and....

this is what I am reading right now. Kurt Vonnegut's "Armageddon in Retrospect"

He was an AMAZING writer/person/human being

Saturday, July 24, 2010


well, hey folks. I was looking at Gluten-free girl's blog earlier and thought "Why dont i create another blog?" So I clicked on Blogspot and lo-and-behold I had already started one back in OH! hah

SO, here in RI (well,I'm on the cape right now), I'm gonna get back to creating one.

Post 1 just saying hi :)

Also, check out Gluten-free Girl's blog & Joni's too